Sad sleep

Time has come to this.

Why time flies so fast, as i take a breath. It hurt inside. Tear keep coming down. He is sleeping. I know it. 

He sleep in sadness, so am i. But as i writing this i cannot sleep. 

Parted by distance, not a big problem.

But heart cannot letting go. 

As tommorow u come to said good bye. 

As tommorrow we walk different path.

I may see you sooner or later.

As u on the other line of phone, i feel so lonely. I missed you eventhough it only 7 minute to reach you.

I've grown to loved you very much. 

Even we not saying good bye yet. I already missed you. 😭😭

Tired

Assalammualaikum  .... 

i am tired
being sad
being weak
being emotional all the time

i am tired 
of all this life
of what i am doing 
of always being pointed guilty

i am tired 
being mad
being perfectly sane
being who im not

i am tired
of being tired

i am only asking for
an understanding
a time
a support
an advice

i want to rest..

Sad goodbye

Since I have met you I've 
become more like me,
Because of you I'm the way 
I'm supposed to be.

There was a special bond between us 
I never could explain,
But with our friendship we
never, ever had to strain.

But now our times are changing
our lives are rearranging,
Me and you just have to part for a while.

So you may not understand it 
but it's time for something new, 

For our own good,

And now I think I'm ready
to say goodbye to you

But deep down,

I never wanna say goodbye, 

Let me send you with a smile, 

See you soon my dear S.

Goodbye my encik mimpi

The hardest part of any relationship is when it's time to say goodbye.

As much as we might like things to stay the same, change is an inevitable part of life. 

The universe may seem huge and the rift between us on opposite side of the world may seem a great distance. 

We've only parted by time and distance but not our heart. 

There are many tools available with which we can communicate, but even without these tools there is a secret that only true love know, and it is this. 

All the mountains and valleys in the world cannot separate us whose hearts are as one.

Keep heart strong but not hard as stone. 

I will make sure we will meet again someday. 

Just don't forget me. I love you.

i never thought it will be like this :(

hai i just want to update this my silent blog. it's been a while i guess? what am i thinking? i don't want to think much. it better in this days i will just pretend to be happy. people keep asking as if they were care  and it hurt so much. 

i'm the one that feel all the pain. haha oh what come to me? LOL i should'nt be emo like this. no time for being  drown by feeling. i must live on. there's many thing that i can do to make me happy. thank god i have many friend.  thank you friend for always being by my side.

what make me sad? let time answer it. i won't mention it. uhu. arghhhh.... 

okeh la. balik dulu. kbai. ahha

assalamm