First time

3.23 am

I'm still wide awake

Laying down with nothing to do

I watched anime just now

Hey! The next thing i know is i'm crying

Soo touched by that anime

And then,

I remember how i used to feel when i cannot sleep at time like this

I would feel soo lonely

Thinking of you

I recalling those wonderful feeling

Texting you in the middle of the night just to ask " are you okay?"

Never tired of texting good morning, sweet dream

Because i loved you very much

Eh!

Did you know i had a huge crush on you?

It wouldn't called crush if it didn't hurt

I rather being hurt for loving you

I missed we talk about feeling at this late night

I missed all those first time

I missed all of you

I cannot do anything without you here

I always need you by my side

Sometime i just looked at the old picture

Reading some old conversation

I missed that

I feel lonely, even you are now half mine

I am afraid i would feel lonely even after you are mine

I don't want you to forget all those first time feeling

I have a jar full of wishes and paper crumbled

All those first time 

I remember it well

Aren't you?

If i can travel through time 

I would tell you, 

Please don't forget me

You never know how much you meant to me

I was afraid being left alone when you are the only one i can hold on to

I really afraid of losing you

I cannot afford how much pain i have to endure because of losing you

Just, please

Don't let be all by my side, Alone

I need you my dear

I Love you soo much