mengarut

can i just pretend that i do not know anything?

huhu.. all the time i was writin my blog about feeling and emotion.

now i dont even have time to think of my own feeling. 

busy with goddamn work.

dear oct

dear october. i only have one wish. please be more nice to me. 

i've through a lot last september.  a hurtful memories. wonderful event with my friend. lost someone i love. get a new friend. well. that sept to me. 

again this is not just some lousy post i always did. but just something i want to shout my inside out. arghh...

i'm soo depressed! i need some vaca. hopefully my besties can go to a date with me. lol

well. this blog use to be my medium to membebel. but now. i hardly can post an entry here. huhu. too busy with work. 

i just hope. this october will give me more smile on my face. 

good night all..

pagi buta yg tekanan

oh.. 2 in the morning? i havent sleepy yet. what am i still doing? playing candy crush..hahaa n feed the kittens. im not really in a good mood. something came up and its really ruin my mood. i've been like this since yesterday urghhh too many work too many thing pending...  so i called my friend note =" dia is my childhood friend." we talk like almost 1 and half hour.. we talk like we haven't met for a really long time. in fact we just met 2 weeks ago. lol! will that friend for you. u can talk almost everything to him.. having a very understandable friend is what important.. lately, i have to think all by myself., luckily i have my friend..my family to talk too.. huhuu

 eh its already this late?? sleep anyone? 

oyasumi minna -san!

 assalammualaikum

sakit hati yang teramat

cis! bedebah. aku sangat sakit hati. 

ishh!! sangat geram. aduhai malas nya aku. 

hidup yang penuh sakit hati. i prefer macam dulu dari sakit hati memanjang.

kalau dah sakit hati.

tangan sejuk semacam. perut sakit.

cis! geram tahap babun uda ni. rasanya babun pun tak geram macam ni kan. hmm

alahai. 

sakit hati melampau.

i need some space. 

bye! sleep

oh bangga!

hehe memalam ni. tiba-tiba rasa ingin memoyokan diri plak. 

17 & 18 hb nt. im going to outstation d telupid for Out Reach Linus.

well. i saw the jadual. hmm. 

kami berdua ja pula nurse yg pg. yang lain semua doktor.

the doktor said

" oh hidayah. program linus kita paling berjaya d sabah , so kita kena buat linus d telupid this date,, "

and me like. "huh? oaky doktor "

tapi bila tgk tentatif. 

hanya me n lyra saja nurses yg kena jemput for that prog.

i was thinking.

"urgh semua doktor. napa kami  ja nurses? wahh mungkin kami mau kena buli kali ni kan ?\"

ingat senang ka buat linus. bercakap non-stop. 

oh. are u wondering WHAT THE F***ING THING IS LINUS.

linus is = literical  numerical screening,, saringan untuk budak2 yang slow learner, ADHD ( well apple , stop using word nonody underdstand. urghh i mean, medical term. ) 

aik if u wanna know. please ask uncle google. ahaa

ish malas la explain.

huhu..

azam baru : LEARN HOW TO PLAY GUITAR

oh aku benci

hari2 kena blogging. eleh bukannya wajib pun kan.

hari ini saya rasa sangat sakit hati o.

yala. 

saya sakit perut yang teramat. yang sampai tidak bangun. tapi paksa bangun. sbb nak g keja kan.

then p la OPD ( out patient department )

minta ubat kat MA sana. well kawan la .

cis bedebah. dia tidak layan bah.

kuang ajok!

kau ingat saya main2 ka. haishh.. 

tengah2 saya sakit tu. kau sempat lagi mengarut a. 

haiyaa.. punya la saya sakit hati tau.

o sleep!

kawen?

hehe. aik saya lagi?

oh heyy there bloggie.

perkara biasa yang saya akan buat sebelum tidur, apa dia?

blogging leerr..

oh hari ni cuma just entry biasa, uhuk2!

tadi p la refer pesakit d hosp keningau. oh im SOOOO TIRED...

tapi tidak pandai tdo awal. jap lagi kut.

tadi story2 dengan roomate .

we talking about who we want to marry.

? urgh.. umm..?

ah. sakit perut.

nt la story

selamat malam