hai, after a year
i'm here
trying to write
my mind is blank
nothing i can think of
of course age is just a number
but
as i am ageing, i'm being forgetful , less creative and body ache all over
not 30 yet
but my body like i'm in my 60's
i just want to have a wonderful life
without realizing, i'm being depress
yet i'm showing a brightest smile
i wish i can be stronger for my family
especially my beloved only son
i don't want to write a depress post
but i'm depress indeed
