hate

sesungguhnya saya amat benci untuk berada d sini sekarang..

i really hate this place..

full of hatred,lie,hipocrate & nonesnse!!!

i hate people here..

i hate the surrounding..

i hate the air..

i hate the way they smile..

i hate the way they talk about their richness..

i hate when they say helo to me with their fake smile..

i hate the breeze here..

i hate sun here...

i hate to be here............

kuz.............

im be apart from the people i love...

cannot sleep in my own room..

cannot walk on my calm town...

cannot feel the soft breeze..

the breeze that always make me confort..

cannot play with my warm sun...

soo nice..

i miss my place...

i miss my family..

i miss all my greatest friend..

most of all...

i miss my beloved one.......................

please............

take me out from here....

i cannot take this anymore...

how i will survive this...

with all my strenght have been taken..

please.....

where is my star??

where all my good friend??

where else i have to go...

why i must suffer in this damn hell??!!

why must me?!!

why me??!

please...

anyone answer me...............

i dont want to be alone..................

i really hate to be alone..

even if peoples are surrounding me...

i cannot talk anymore..

i cannot walk anymore..

i cannot hear anymre..

i cannot see anymore...

im numb!!!

im nothing...........

im..............

im....

im who i am..........

apple will survive!!

beginning of student nurse life

sekarang apple dah jadik "NURSE TO BE"

.wakaka best juga la kan jadi nurse..

dapat duit awal...(kalau kamoo training under KKM=kementerian kesihatan malaysia)

hehe MONEY COME 1st

well it's the truth ??..

apple nak beli kereta idaman (TOYOTA WISH)..

thinking of the future..

masa depan amat penting^^...

xkan mau hidup terkapai2 kan...ish3...

o ya saya sekarang belajar d KOLEJ KEJURURAWATAN SANDAKAN @ KKS...

best la...macam2 kami belajar ni..

paksa open la..haha macam2 juga kan kami mau tgk..

besa la nurse,luar dalam kami survey..

.hehe 1 cabaran kunun..

class saya 2,ada 1 patung manusia...

1biji macam manusia betul..

bnyak keja rupanya jadi nurse ni...

sabar ja la kalau kena pesakit yang miang..

haiya macam xsanggup pulak nau kerja kalau sudah macam 2 kejadian..

tapi itulah CABARAN jadi nurse^^

.

FSD

happy friendship day to all my beloved friends!!!!

semoga friendship kita kekal abadi^^

last in matrix

sam,g & adi buli apple

ni last day kami d matrix...

lupa mau ada rasa sedih kalau semua sibuk mau bergambar..

huhu rindu la sama kawan2 ni...

my classmate H4T32..

i will always remember u all...

hehe this is the list of my classmate..

adi afiq afandi
amnah
anwar
auddrey
awangku afiq aisar
carolyna esther
cassandra liew khai shin
christine carltina
emmclan lau sheng hann
gideon wan john
guslia
hani
hazim
hendra yan
jeynna ervira
liu kuei feng
maczie
mariana
mohamad rawa
mohamad hanif
apple way
nur hidayah razmi
nurul haniza
samidi
shafizza
syafiqah

huhu i really miss them soo much..

.banyak ni kenangan yang xbleh kena kasi lupa..

.terutamanya 1 in thousand and the coral speking

..wahaha banyak betul kenangan lucu kami bersama...

huhu k hope u guys doing fine..

.jumpa kalau da masa....

i miss u all damn much!!

i miss the laugh..

i miss the joke..( hazim and the gang)

i miss the caring fren ( ika, hanif and anwar)

i miss the talkative fren ( guslia)

i miss the cute ( nini)

i miss the macho player ( adi)

i miss the crazy fren ( daya n carol)

i miss the silent ( macxie and kui feng )

miss the raja eskep ( hendra)

miss budak pandai ( sam and cassy)

ALL OF YOU...i MISS u..

kenangan terindah

kami d pantai ba ni...hehe

en.digi..haha sama c apple..

budak yang tidak pernah datang class..tym exam pun buli tdo lagi..ish3...
apple & ida minta puji...haha kami baca buku tebal..wahh!!
dr.apple with dr.shirley then..we hv operation 2day..hehe

ajk surau..lajnah kebajikan

my tutorial friend

lajnah2 ku jua..

yeah!!kami masuk majalah..hehee

last day pakai lab kot..hehe perasan jd dr la 2..wakaka

saya pun tidak tau apa mau buat hari ni...haha 12 hari lagi exam..chayok2x!!!
wahai apple,pu se,san hou2...

my sweet memory..

hostel putri...tempat tinggal saya selama 5tahun..

my beloved classmate,,yg putra laa...

my beloved classmate..yang putri ba...

tym ni aku ikut ptndingan drama..muahaha ada bakat juga jd artis ni..

my beloved classmate..4biruni..

my old school!!SEMEKAr

me & my sist

my BESTfriend...

kisah beger korea 5 biruni..haha

aku & eysa d poring...

geng2 mujahidah,,,hahha

di library

me & my bestfren menggila..haha miss them soo much...

ahaha..memory dulu2 ba ni...haha tym saya masih muda2 la..haha form5..memory yang paling lawak..haha

buang2 masa

c tika minum2 air tym kuliah
ni la keja pas kuliah..hehe

kami dua minta puji...c viola jd tukang gambar..hahaa

malas ba mau study...c carl ma c pijan interprm d belakang..

apple waktu d kuliah!!jangan malas2 ba..

ini la kisah c aple yang malas2..pa bleh buat la kan kalau suda malas..hehe adui mau dekat uda exm ni...sabar ja la kan..haha

all about me

im going outing...habis kan duit..hehe

my fav shoes!!atlanta..bought it at my birthday..
future prof..

kebosanan di kuliah..

tym ni saya eskep class english

haha saya amt kbsanan ni..

mau buat keja pun mlas..

sudah la kmrin saya eskep kuliah kimia &math..

telampau mengantuk gila2 ba..aiya apple2,bila la ko mau insaf ni..mau dekat uda exam ni..

tapi kadng2 busan juga ma d class.

.tapi mengingatkan xlama lagi saya bukan lagi bergelar budak matrix,

tpaksa juga la datang clas kn..

kalau mau tido,ala macam tidak besa tido d class.

.macam moto saya,

i do want o want to do..

y i supose to care with other?its not mean that im selfish..but this is matrix life..

1st u must think think about urself..bkuz if u not,u'll lost..1 more thing,u must noe how to make friend and deal with other..diff people,diff attutide..haha who im talking 2??its a reminder 4 my self and people that might read this..haha k la that all.

ICT4me

pipi yg tertidor..kekurangan kasih sayang..haha

our hensem CEO..

D CUTE PROMOTER..muahaha

WITH MY M16...apple d great!!

AMAT XSEDAP..xda selera sy mau makan ni...

MANGSA KEKEJAMAN SY..HAHA
c pok kna paksa jadi model sampah..tb2 ada c carl(geng PLKN)
sma c lampun interprem...

OUR BOOTH..last minit work...xpa2 yg pentg uda usaha..
btema kan salji d korea..hehe tmpat mau hanimun nti..

SHE IS ANGEL..HAHA d dataran kawad KML ni..
do u notice d angel ring at mu head??hehe

IM ORANGE..wahaha p mengacau maskot dorg c ida...

MY CLASSMTE..
em,rawe,pok,sir hazri,hazim,g(clas monitor)
hanif

WITH SIR HAZRI..wajah gengster nya..

2:01 AM 9/3/2009
isnin ba hari ni...cuti kn..maulidur rasul..tapi saya mau p outing ni..p jalan2 shoping..haha mau p beli2 losyen,perfume em macam2 lagi la..p kasi habis duit ni..chee kunun la..bagus kalau banyak duit kn..hehe em baru ja habis ICT4ME ni..gila punya penat..adui...ntah berapa hari tidak cukup tdo...xpa2 bukan selalu ba,..tapi memang best la...tidak sia2 ba penat..walau bukan num1,tp at least satisfction 2 ada ba..suma ini akan menjadi kenangan tym jdi budak matrx..haha best ba p mcari free sample lg..buli bgambar ma macam2 maskot lg..actualy sy jadi mskot..jdi angel kunun..tapi xpayah la...malas nak show off..aaha